on a roll

i am. things are.

i love being occupied although sometimes (like now), it causes mild panic attacks and indecisions. should i stay or should i go?

at any rate, and any way this goes, i will not lose something. maybe i will, but it will be something that can be compensated with the truth that it's not just the right time.

vague, vague, vague. i know.

the greatest solution to this is for me to make a choice. that's what a friend always tells me. choose and stand by it.

this is about my career, by the way. my lovelife has been forgotten. hahaha. but wait for its resurrection. i see it coming soon. hahaha. i wish i can say i'm kidding and i hope i am.