Wednesday, April 20

r A n d O m

hah, nagtatampo ang aking mudra...ewan ko ba dun. it just makes me uncomfy. or maybe, iniisip ko na lang, this is her way of finally letting me do things on my own. i'm still getting the hang of it pero first day pa lang, kita nyo naman...ang aga kong pumasok, wala akong nakalimutan sa haus...mature na mature ang lola nyo. i just hope i can sustain this kung hindi, nakakahiya :)

i forwarded an email to my friends today. i got varied reactions and it somehow sparked a discussion. among the lines that struck close to home were:

(On pseudo-relationship) My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."

Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo-relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."

Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo-relationship, hindi mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And you will be miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody else.

it was written by one noringao from peyups.com. this is an old write-up.

btw, don't you get annoyed when you receive successive texts na galing sa provider nyo na nag-ooffer ng kung anu-ano? hay. tipong excited ka pa kasi akala mo isang mahalagang tao yung nagtext tapos nagtatanong lang pala kung gusto mong mag-download ng ringtone ng bagong single ng sexbomb girls? watdaff.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide
- Collide, Howie Day